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Friday, July 14th, 2006
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12:08 pm
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I decided that I'm going to do whatever it takes to start a poker night. So, if anyone is up for some Texas Holdem' give me a call.
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| Saturday, July 1st, 2006
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12:32 pm - Last Night:
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Hookah Bar
Mediterranean food
Ring of fire and knives in buckets
Coyote Ugly fishnets
(upset stomachs :( )
Mike's Ice Cream
Oxygen Bar
Centennial Park
Sprinklers at the Parthenon
Random land boats
Lover's Lane
Nashville after Midnight
MIKE MCDOUGAL WE WILL MISS YOU
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| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
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8:56 am
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Jen's moving to Florida Saturday. I got her a stuffed bat that she said she wanted. I'm going to miss her. I don't really have many friends.
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| Sunday, June 25th, 2006
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11:58 pm - Movies I want to see:
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The Constant Gardener
Pride and Prejudice
Memoirs of a Geisha (even though I heard terrible things..)
The (new) Omen
Syriana
Match Point
TransAmerica
The Family Stone
Shopgirl
Kingdom of Heaven
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
The New World
Crash
Capote
Good Night, and Good Luck
The Weather Man
Junebug
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
That's all for now. Back to doing homework. Someone remind me next time I go to the video store to print this out and take it with me.
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| Saturday, June 24th, 2006
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10:19 pm - Looking at old pictures of...
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I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay
Mourning has the most terrible aftertaste. And why do I always feel really shitty and not there when I start getting over a momentary thought of grief?
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| Monday, June 19th, 2006
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2:48 pm
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I was just watching this show about a dog kennel on HBO and this really sweet old dog had to get euthanized. I cried. :(
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| Sunday, June 18th, 2006
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6:49 am - trying to be positive....
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For the sake of venting:
Things I hate:
-closing at night (at 12) and having to open (at 7) in the morning.
-not getting breaks at work.
-people who don't have jobs and bitch about.. well anything at all really.
-people who think it's cool to drop out of school to "change their life" by going on road trips to shows every weekend and getting rad tatts dude, and then they bitch about how they have no cash.
-the scene
-Jamie
-my short temper
-fat conceited bitches who's tits sag down to their knees.
-getting paid (the SAME amount) to babysit high school kids at work.
-gaining weight.
-summer classes
-going to school and working at the same time and having people bitch to me about how it
sucks that they have to work "all the time" during the summer. (FUCK OFF)
-doing dishes
-never seeing my family
-panic attacks
-constantly being stressed out about everything
-having medical problems and always being unsure about them.
For the sake of attempting to not be such a pessimistic person:
Things I like:
-my kitty hearing my car horn beep when I get home and waiting by the door meowing to play with me.
-sleep
-tea
-having a roof over my head.
-having a family that loves me.
-good music.
-people not being judgemental assholes.
-loving the people that I work with (except the stupid high school dumbasses, but even they could be worse.)
-being in a relationship with someone who really cares about me.
-being able to say that I'm one of the few people that actually cares about the work that I
do.
-being able to afford school.
-having a car.
-laying around being lazy when I have time.
-buying $3 jeans on ebay.
-(Party on the water, whole lotta fun, time to make a..) Tennessee River Runs
-being able to come home and pass out when I get home from work.
-fly fishing.
-swimming.
-taking pictures.
-being able to dismiss the hurtful things that people say about me.
-watching movies with Jack
-being alive in general.
current mood:  thankful
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| Friday, June 16th, 2006
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1:10 am - So....
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Here I am drunk and tired. I'm a little pissed off considering the fact that I just got paid under $300 for 57 hours. (Sucks) I was really hoping for a raise because I just started opening the store by myself on days that Lark is off, but my boss is a cheap bastard. Today was a little rough at work. I kept having this random "he's gone forever" realization jolt through my head that made me cringe. Not to mention I was there until midnight by myself -- luckily Jack came to my rescue. Well, now I'm going to watch Wedding Crashers and pretend that bad things don't happen in the world and people aren't eventually led to take their own lives and other people don't go on pretending that it didn't happen. But, then again, what can you do? But, I'm drunk. So... what do I know.
current mood:  tired
current music: Bob Seger - Turn The Page
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| Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
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10:38 pm
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So, if someone that I've never really had a conversation with basically tells me I am a horrible person and they hate me, should I be upset about that?
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| Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
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9:17 am
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| Friday, June 9th, 2006
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12:31 am
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| Thursday, June 8th, 2006
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2:52 am - Sooo...
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Well guys, I bought the new AFI album. (I had to, I mean come on, it was only like $12) Aaaannnddd.... my expectations of disapointment were well met and far exceeded. I'd like to say that AFI's musicianship has gone ridiculously downhill. Not only are did they try and fail to be "hardcore" (reference: 1st chord/chorus-track 2) But they also added some random telephone dialing and shitty techno sounds not to mention a state of the art High School pep rally intro track. Some of the songs are, dare I say, decent, but no more than leisurely background music. What happened to the AFI that could grab anyone's attention no matter what they were doing simply because they were so talented and unique; the very same qualities that made them significantly different among other bands. If it weren't for the very few reminders of old AFI such as Davey's seldom spastic dynamic changes, or a random "genecide" or "drowning" lyric here and there, I would easily confuse them with the next shitty mainstream hot topic band. This album is just not AFI. It just isn't. It seems as though they were thrown into a studio with an etchasketch, a synthesizer, and one of those farm animal toys and said "make an album, you have 2 hours."
So... that's what I have to say about that.
current mood:  disappointed
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| Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
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2:22 pm
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So apparently I've lost a lot of weight thanks to this stomach flu thing. It's kind of cool. And I'm feeling better now.... except it hurts really bad when I take deep breaths or laugh. I'm hoping that this is a side effect of the illness rather than some kind of you're going to die in 7 days thing.
current mood:  bouncy
current music: *tick tock tick tock*
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| Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
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12:13 pm - blah
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So, apparently I have a stomach virus. I barely made it back from Tullahoma in time yesterday to start throwing up everywhere and rolling around groaning and crying and screaming and all that. I've literally been in bed for 24 hours... I feel a little bit better now but I still feel really weak and my one attempt to get out of the house (paying the electric bill) resulted in terrifying hallucinations and a lot of sweat. Okay well I wasn't exactly hallucinating, but the road is an extremely scary place when you can hardly leave your bed. And on top of feeling like shit, I have to go to work tonight. (My boss apparently cares about his customers enough to not let his employees off when they have highly contagious viruses.)
But in other news, my summer class is starting in about two weeks. I'm sort of looking forward to it because it will give me a reason to get out of the house. My birthday is in 10 days. I'm dreading it... my birthday's are always terrible. My last birthday wasn't that bad because Jack insisted on making it decent and making up for the promises that other people made and (not surprisingly) didn't fulfill. But I know that I shouldn't count on anyone to make me happy when I can't really make anyone else happy (and vice-versa.) Well, I've just been informed that my laptop battery is about to die. So I guess I'll be wrapping it up here.
current mood: lonely
current music: It Dies Today - A Threnody for Modern Romance
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| Sunday, May 21st, 2006
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10:26 pm - Someone tell me, who is Iron Man?
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Your results:
You are Catwoman
| Catwoman |
| 90% |
| Batman |
| 80% |
| Hulk |
| 80% |
| The Flash |
| 75% |
| Supergirl |
| 73% |
| Superman |
| 70% |
| Spider-Man |
| 70% |
| Green Lantern |
| 65% |
| Wonder Woman |
| 63% |
| Robin |
| 62% |
| Iron Man |
| 55% |
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You have had a tough childhood,
you know how to be a thief and exploit others
but you stand up for society's cast-offs.
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Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...
current mood: neglected
current music: none
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| Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
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3:08 pm - Bored
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2:07 pm - *sigh*
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So, I took the weekend off work to study for big bad finals.
This has probably been my least productive weekend all semester..... I haven't studied at all. (Well, maybe 1-2 hours total.) Saturday went to Rockettown for Jack's show... Keyser had a run in with Mt Juliet's finest and was being interrogated all night so they didn't even get to play. Went to Mediterranean Cuisine to eat and missed White Chapel which is the only reason we stayed.... but we saw a pretty good band called Dearest Azazel from Georgia (check them out). Then went to Lex's party which was pretty much insane when we got there around 11:30. Definately the biggest party he'd ever had... I saw a bunch of people from high school that I never really expected to see again (and never really wanted to see again) and had a couple beers... fireworks started and I decided to leave. Jeramy and Tara came over and I pretty much passed out. I slept until 2 yesterday and then went with Jack to pick up Tabby and then we came back to the house with Edwin to get drunk. We helped him in his breaking free process by making a Myspace complete with recent pics. Then, we ordered pizza; I got really sick and then went to sleep and took my Economics exam this morning. Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm going to get a D if not an F in that class. History Exam tonight.... hopefully it will go better than Econ. But it's open notes, so I think I'll do fine. English tomorrow is going to kick my ass, but I'm at the point that I really don't care at all. I am about to give up on school.
Yeah.
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Jimmy Buffet - Margaritaville
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| Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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11:45 pm - NOTE TO SELF:
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| Thursday, March 16th, 2006
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1:33 pm
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So, I'm sitting here in my underwear eating rainbow sprinkles cause it's so freaking hot. Which is weird because it isn't hot outside, but for some reason it's hot in my apartment, and I am trying to save energy so I don't want to turn the AC on. Actually, these sprinkles are starting to make me a little sick. I've been working a lot, which is good, because considering my wages I'm barely making enough to pay rent. But, my school performance is suffering because of my working so much, and I'm having to ask for less hours. It still sucks when you have to get up at 7 in the morning for an 8 o clock class and then have classes up until after the time you're supposed to be at work and have to work until 11pm, normally with people who don't know what they're doing. It's rather stressful. So, apparently I'm a good Subway worker and whatnot, but I still have yet to see a pay raise despite their constant praise, and I had to remind myself today that the only reason I got a job at Subway in the first place was as a last resort to tie me over until I could find a better paying job. Which honestly isn't going to happen with my class schedule. Jack is going to try to get a job at the Hot Topic Warehouse on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. If he gets hired, he'll be making 9 dollars an hour, 8 hours a day, three days a week. Which is basically more in a week than he makes in two now. (Not to mention more than I make in two weeks.) But no matter how terrible my paychecks, Subway is infinitely better than Sears ever was. But anyway, time to go back to class.
current mood: happy
current music: Waylon Jennings
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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4:32 pm
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So, my internet is messed up. The router is crapped out and Jack's comp is the only one I have access to that has any way of connecting directly to the modem (long story.) So, yeah... it sucks. I've pretty much had a bad day. But I somehow managed to accomplish everything that I intended to do despite the seemingly neverending obstacles. I have such a terrible temper. I was really pissed off earlier because everything seemed to be doing the opposite of what I needed done and I was running around the house yelling random negative nonsense as I usually do, and I know that it hurt Jack's feelings because I always say things that hurt Jack's feelings. I'm a terribly negative person and he's the most positive person ever. So basically I just ruin every one of his days because I'm a shitty person. And if I wasn't a selfish asshole, I'd probably just break up with him for his own sake. But yeah, I just suck I guess. But, Smallville came in the mail today (netflix) and I'm about to eat some spaghettios, so all will be well soon.
current mood:  busy
current music: Smashing Pumpkins
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